::Yawn::

Heys Minna!

I feel soooo unloved....  Everyone around just ignored or shunned me... I even asked for some help or something and they shrugged me off.... Sometimes I just  want to curl up and die...

They ask for my help and ear... I comfort them and give them my opinion when asked... Advise them on what I learned when needed... Comfort them when in pain or sad... Though when I get into a rare time when  I really need a friend fto just be around and talk to, they give me teh brush off... Gods is it just the fates way of saying that I am supposed to stay unhappy?

Other than that I went to stand up and someone 'accidently' pushed the table into my stomach... I swear I felt like I was gonna throw up blood... I almost tasted it coming up it was so bad...

Oh.... no wonder I feel so crappy..... get this:

Libra   September 23 - October 22
Your mood today will either be totally high or totally low, depending on your attitude. If you find yourself slipping into the doldrums, call up a friend for some moral support.

Too bad that those friends wouldn't give that moral support....

I'll try to update again... I dunno yet...

Wheee Whooooo

I feel somewhat better now from everyone...

Thanks to Crystal san, Grey san, Zulrick san, GoRa san and Joylth san (in no particular order)  who helped me feel better... Sometimes I canf roget those that can stay friends just because of depression.... Good thing those people are around...

X.x though I cant help but slgihtly feel that its somewhat out of pity that they listen to my rambling and crap.... Though now they'll 'scold' me for saying something like that... Eh, gotta learn to stop being the way I was conditioned... Time to start anew! Yeah... Okay sure it may prove harder to actually do than just say it, but I feel better now...

Updates later!